OBSERVATIONS OF AN EGO
BY Kindi Gill
I have to make money
I am afraid of the unknown
My security is in money dummy,
Since if I trust “I” will be gone!
The voice of the ego
Is relentless in its desire to rule
This voice knows where not to go
Joy, happiness and love reveals it is only a fool
I am separate, is its only game
I am, I am, and I am for sure an island
At times its’ rigid and miserable shame
Manipulates us off our natural stand
Conditioned, and on auto pilot the ego responds
Guilt, judgment and criticism it fuels
Control measures to freeze creative ponds
Expansion and joy are both its fortunate duels!
Perfection and harshness stops bliss
And burdens for family, distracts us away
The ego finds unconditional love amiss
Scared that with gifts and a calling it will be slayed!
The ego demands we use others
And sadly takes them for granted
As “helping” may expand our feathers
Those seeds it quivers must never be planted
Without self-forgiveness there is no self-love
Without self-love there is no strength
Without strength, insecurity and insincerity drives
A life shattered to immeasurable lengths
We are capable to feel our way out
Unsolicited advice attracts a lack of respect
Self-validation and expectation games lead to doubt
Of our deepest knowing: the ego is a transcendable test!
Surrender to accept that we are “nothing”
Take responsibility for full joy and freedom
Judgments imposed define miserable living
As those that attack, only seek help in this kingdom
Only consciousness can displace phony conscience
Whist the Ego drama is an illusion of separation
Intelligence decides the real fragrance
With acceptance of both dark and light in total compassion
Living through suffering and experience
And seeing the projections thrown around
Unshackles our unconsciousness
And aids evolution, for new treasures to be found
The ego can never know what is right
Only existence reveals the truth in its glory
Recognition of our ambitious ignorance and plight
Cuts the old and its traumatic sorry story!
Sending love to all and everyone
Trust life, trust moments and trust intuition
Its not what is in it for me and then quickly run
We humans are one and THAT deserves our full attention!
